I myself has a lot of things that I want, but I think it's parental guidance so I can't have all of these stuffs. I am feeling a little rough when it comes to this kind of situation, envy fills within me. Like last night, this friend of mine got a new phone, NOKIA X2. I don't have a problem with that but it's very hard to face this kind of situation where I feel like he has everything but I have nothing.
I read another blog today. In her previous blog post, she said that she got a camera, CANON Eos DSLR. I don't know for what reason she got the camera, it's not her birthday and she got an expensive camera. If she did a good job in school in order to get a gift like that, I think I won't get anything in the future, ever.
Went to my friend's house yesterday. His house is very big. And one thing I knew that almost every person I know have their own personal laptop. His brother and sister even have their own desktop or laptop.
ENVY FILLS WITHIN ME.
It's hard for me. I don't know what to do, how to face this kind of situation.
Here are the things that I wanted but will never ever get:
1. A mobile phone
2. A camera of my own
3. A whole collection of GLEE music album.
4. I want everything
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